September 30, 2012

Dear Reader,

Tomorrow is the start of October. New beginnings. A new month to fix ourselves and to feel infinite. Funny because everyone wants a "love life" this October. I'm here to talk to you about that thing that everyone wants but not everyone understands what that means. 


Love is not easy. Love requires dedication and perseverance. It's not something that just comes to you like your servant but love teaches you and helps you to be a better person than you were yesterday. But here's a tip, the corniest things are the sweetest things. Always remember that.

Love is an experience. Good or bad you will gain lessons. I know that a bad relationship sucks but do you think if you find "the one" that would matter? No. The truth is, the best relationship is when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.


Love is a responsibility. A boy must show he loves her everyday and make sure that she falls in love with him everyday. That's a boy's responsibility. A girl must be keen and must enjoy every moment when she's with him. And know that she's the only one for him. And if that relationship doesn't work... Don't panic. Because sometimes life doesn't want to give you something you want, not because you don’t deserve it, but because you deserve more.

Funny because I write these cheesy blogs but here I am... Single. But I don't really care because my damsel in distress is waiting for me in her castle. But I'm sure that if I find her... I'll make sure that she will always be the answer when somebody asks me what I'm thinking about. I'll make sure that she will never fight a spot in my heart because she deserves every part of my heart. I’ll always show her that forever really isn't just a word and not all guys are jerks. I will always show her that every moment spent with her is like a beautiful dream come true and I will always show you that actions speaks louder than words and having her in my life makes everything so special and beautiful and the only man that I will ever envy is the man who will win her heart. I will take care of her heart because I know that the most precious possession that ever comes to a man is a woman's heart. I promise you that if we ever meet... I will never let you go.

Love,
El

PS: She will always be my inspiration... Even though I haven't met her yet.

Lucky

Dear Reader,


I must find that person who will make me a better man. A girl who will defy all odds. A girl who will someday will walk into your life and make me realize why it never worked out with anyone else. A girl who will be the reason why I look forward to waking up in the morning.

The person I will love will be the luckiest girl in the world. I will dance with her even though there’s no music around. The person I will love will be happy and safe and I will make sure of it. and I will show her that a “happy ending” is not true because true love is never ending. I will make sure that my love for the person I will love will stand any problems that we might encounter in the future. I will never stop believing in the person I will love and I will make you sure that she’ll fall in love with me every single day. I will make sure that i’m the one who will constantly remind you of how much she cares and how lucky I am to have her… And I promise to show the person I will love to my friends and say,“that’s her.” I will be always proud to the person I will love. Whenever we’ll walk, I’ll always hold her hand and always show to the world that she’s the most beautiful girl in the world.

Having a lot of girls is not something to be proud of. Keeping one is. And I believe that the person I will love is perfect. The person I will love is cute. The person I will love is adorable. And maybe… Just maybe… The Person I will love is currently reading this.

Love,
El

September 25, 2012

Dear Reader,

As I write this blog I tend to think about love. Funny thing about that is I never really had a chance to fall in love. I don't really know what's wrong with me or is it just because my heart really wants a perfect girl to fill it with romance. Funny how people just tend to fall just because someone said "I love you" to them. But the truth is, love is not a word but love is an action. If you really her you do actions not just words. Do you know how love works? It is a give in a take relationship between two people. Actually three people (Count in the spiritual works of God). That is it actually. Here is an advice, never stop believing. Never stop waiting for the right person to come in your life you know why? Because when you meet that special person you will just say "All this time we're waiting for each other." Because your love for that person doesn't develop overtime. It's a serendipity that happens every single day. It flows in you like water. Filling you with inspiration and happiness. You feel it throughout your body, in your veins, in your mind, in your legs and especially in your heart. When that happens, don't fight it. Go with that flow and just be happy.


Love,
El

September 23, 2012

Dear Reader,

I think I saw the most beautiful woman for this year. I cannot say that I saw the most beautiful woman in my whole life because that would be my "future wife" and I haven't met her yet.  I can't add details about her because this diary/blog is a public blog.But I'll just describe her to you.

What makes her beautiful is she doesn't know how beautiful she is to me. She is fearless. She is divine and she is funniest girl I've ever met this year. She has the eyes that will capture your heart, she has the lips that would enrapture your whole body. She is type of person that you won't add any malice because when you see her, you just want to cuddle her. They say that if a boy met a special girl his "greenyness" or "hormones" will change, it's true. Because at some point you will see that a boy can change everything for a girl because if she is happy, then he is happy. Simple as that. Oh wait back to my topic. She will intoxicate you with her perfume that will live in your nose when you're close to her. She is nearly perfect in my eyes and I hope she's not reading this because it would be embarrassing and funny. I hope one day I will see her again because the time is really not cooperating when you're having fun. I don't have a crush on her or any thing but I'm just here to describe her. And I think she is perfect, she is smart, she is fearless, she will never give up on you and you know what? I think she is reading this.

Love,
El

September 21,2012

Dear Reader,

It's the middle of the year and it's Friday. As usual I'm gonna go out with my friends. Funny how it's the middle of the year and I'm still single and I'm not even hoping to have a relationship yet because it's stressful and moving on really really really really really breaks your heart into a million pieces. I can't say to you to not fall in love because it will leave a scar in your heart or even never try to fall in love because that doesn't work that way. Yes sure it will leave a scar or it will a trauma... But we're human. It's the experiences that makes us stronger and wiser. But you know what? Here's what I will say to you: Never stop trying. Never postpone the chance to love because it's a rare opportunity. If you think that person is the one, never give up and never  lose a chance of saying "I love you" to that person (oh boy here's me again being cheesy) but it's true! Because you just don't know if that person you're talking to will be with you in a rest house in the beach   with you and that person sitting on a rocking chair holding hands together while you watch your grand kids playing in the sand while you and that person look eye to eye and heart to heart and saying "no regrets" to each other without using your mouths, but using your hearts. But for the meantime, just say hi and be friendly to people... Because we just don't know.

Love,
El

September 20, 2012

Dear Reader,

All people wants to leave a legacy here on Earth. Like me, I am Muay Thai player. Muay Thai is kickboxing. It was developed in Thailand and it's MMA  (for your information) and I want to leave something before I leave the world. Like I don't know maybe a Olympic medal and represent the Philippines in the Olympics or maybe a spot in the hall of fame and the grand kids of my kids will say "That is my grandfather." The thing is in order for you to achieve something you must sacrifice one thing. Which is hard. But the will of me achieving something great overcame the power of what I want. So I will sacrifice my social life for just 1 month and I will eat only vegetables and water which doesn't have taste in it. So it means that I won't eat any delicious food like Mcdonalds or even pastas or pork. Now I don't really care because I know that God wants me to be someone and I know that with Him, I am fearless. Fearless in a way that I can conquer any problems that I will encounter. One month of sacrifice is a lifetime worth of achievements for me and I really want to be "someone".

If you want something, go get it. And if it doesn't knock in your door then knock on its door. You know, you just don't know if you're be someone... But everyone can be someone in their own special way. If you find that "something" that you really want to do... Then never let it go. Never miss a chance to get it while its hot because maybe just maybe... the juice is worth the squeeze.


Love,
El

September 19, 2012

Dear Reader,

I watched The Girl Next Door movie. You know? It's a story about an average boy and his neighbor who changed his life and while in the process, he changed her life too. The girl was in the adult movie industry while the boy was in his Senior year. The movie is really cool actually. It's when love happens unexpectedly. Because as you see, when you go deeper into someone you'll have a tendency to fall in love with that person.   Which happened when the boy followed the girl in Las Vegas just for her to know that "she is the greatest thing that happened to him."As I watch the movie I tend to to think about myself. I'm a normal average boy... When will my "Girl next door" will come? Maybe tomorrow? Or even a month? I just don't know. But pretty sure I am prepared to give her the best and I know that I'm not perfect. But I will try in every possible way to make her happy. Because I'm that kind of person who is happy whenever I see someone I love happy which is a good thing about me. It's kinda funny because the movie is kinda "porny" (A made up word) and it's kinda awkward because my mom is in the back with my dad but I don't care because the movie's really awesome and it made me want to write you this.

People want to change for their love ones. But the truth is, love doesn't need for you to change. It just needs you to be yourself because that's love. It doesn't have any conditions, it doesn't have any exceptions and especially, it doesn't need anybody else just you and that special person. That's what I learned from the movie.

Love,
El

True Love

2 hearts, 2 souls, 1 beat. What is the definition of love? Movies, love poems, stories, and even your grand parents manifested it. But how can you see true love? How can you feel it? and how can you make it stay? Because everybody knows how to love, but only few people know how to stay in love with one person for a very long period of time.


There are 10 ways to love: listen, speak, give, pray, answer, share, enjoy, trust, forgive, promise. And if you want to love you must follow them in order for your relationship to work and for you to have a “forever and ever.”

True love for me is when I pause a Temple Run game for that girl, when every time I make a wish it involves her, when there’s a spark between me and that girl, when she makes me smile for no reason at all because nobody can make me smile for no reason, except for the one who has a special space in my heart. For short, I just want you that’s it. All your flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, jokes, sarcasm. Everything. Now as you can see, it’s really hard to see love in our generation because the best thing in life is finding someone who knows all of your mistakes and weaknesses and still thinks you’re completely amazing. But now in our generation, people are blinded by looks. But truly I say to you, looks can be deceiving because once you get old, looks won’t take care of you but that person’s attitude will. With attitude, that person can take care of you, can still love you, and never leave you.
How can you make love stay? When you have someone special in your life, don’t ruin it by making stupid decisions. I mean by fighting? Come on. Fighting won’t resolve the war but it will resolve into a breakup. Truly I say to you, if you truly love that person, pride won’t help you. Try to dissolve your pride and say sorry to that person. Because that person is more important than pride. As you can see, true love don’t just happen. They take time, patience, and two people who truly want to be together.
I just want to say that your true love will come because I know in fact that a man is waiting for you somewhere because boys are like stars, there are millions of them out there, but only one can make your dreams come true.
If you truly love her, you will do everything to satisfy her, be spontaneous with your efforts, be logical about your fights, be romantic in any occasions even thought it’s just a normal date, give her the stars because true love comes from more than just the heart.

Find A Guy

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who will love you with your imperfections, who will give you love letters, who already know your favorites without you telling, who will be making memories with you, who will sing for you even though he can’t sing, who will make you laugh, who will love you just the way you are, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in track pants, who wants to slow dance without even though there’s no music playing, who truly loves his you that he doesn't need to unbutton your shirt just to get a better view of you heart, who will take your breath away, who will make you feel worth it, who wants you to be his last love, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who will do anything to be with you, who will be your inspiration on become a better woman, who will stand by and fight for you no matter what, who will enjoy the little things with you who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on, who will buy you flowers. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you… The one who turns to his friends and says, “that's her”….
A real man doesn't love a bazillion of girls but he loves one girl in a bazillion ways. Every guy has a weakness and every man is afraid of something. That’s how you know he’s in love with you; when he is afraid of losing you. Because that is love. If two people are meant for each other, it doesn't mean they have to be together right now but they will eventually. You will find him someday and he will find you just remember that love will always find a way.

As Fast As She Can

What Romeo and Juliet have, what Miho and Dae Woong have, and what Jacob and Bella have, I want that. But now I have to face the facts that God is still busy making my love story. As I wonder from afar I started to think of the future. Is she coming? That’s a intriguing question that for now, I don’t have the answer. I am still hoping that she’ll come into my life as a beautiful and a complicated woman who will inhabit my soul. But for the meantime, I will stay as a hopeless romantic and blog about the future and how will I treat her. But I will be waiting for an opportunity to love again because love always makes a man better, no matter what woman inspires it. If she comes into my life I will show her that my love for her is like sand, uncountable. like the ocean, immeasurable, Like the heavens, never ending. I’m still hoping that she is coming as fast as she can… I don’t have any proof but I have faith.

Measurements

If permitted I want to grow old with you.


If we live to be 70 to 80 years old, I’ll take care of you. I’ll show you that even if we’re old you’ll still experience a happily ever after. And I promise to buy bouquet of flowers for random occasions just to show you how much I love you. I promise you that you’ll still have butterflies in your stomach and I promise to put you to bed if you fall asleep watching our grand children playing and I will kiss you in the forehead just to show you that even if you’re sleeping, I’ll always keep my promise that I will love you.
Even if we’re old, I’ll cuddle with you, I’ll take you on dates and I will still make you love letters and tease you. I will show to the world that we’re not old to be in love because love has no boundaries, it has no age and it has no limitations.
And if you’re sick, I’ll always be there. I’ll feed you, I’ll make sure that your tummy won’t have a tummy ache, I promise you that I’ll fulfill my promise that I’ll always be with you in sickness and in health.
And when the time comes and you are gone even though we are far apart, I’ll still love you dearly with all my heart because my vow of “Till death do us part” Can’t measure my love for you because my love for you is bigger than forever. And if they’ll ask me what I loved most about my life, I will smile and I will say you. Because the only way to see a rainbow is to look through the rain. This is not a goodbye but a “see you soon”. Then if we see each other again, I will love you all over again.