Dear Reader,
The reason why I created this blogspot is for a special someone. But now, it's all gone. Funny, because all of the things written here is how I feel for that girl. And it's hard to make a summary because it's really hard to express how you feel using words. You know that feeling? When you really want to tell everything but you can't because the words in your head are all scrambled up? Usually I don't. But what happened last Sunday (Which I don't want to put here) destroyed all my words. But I think the summary here is that she is the only one who captured my heart like this. I love everything about her, really. I love her eyes, I love her hair, I love her even though I hated her. Just everything about her. Everything. This woman has a hold on my heart even though she lives thousands of miles away from me. She's the reason why I changed. I used to be a jerk. But somehow, this girl changed me. I met somebody special that made me not want to be a jerk anymore. You know? It made me want to give everything that I got to that girl.
It was an overwhelming ride. Fun and exciting because the distance binds us will always symbolize the question "what if" because people and things change with time, but memories remain the same. Maybe this is my last blog but you know what? It's been fun. But she we always be that girl that I will forever love. Not the "romantic" kind of way but the way that she touched my heart and planted a seed there to change. A change for a better. Because I know that one day I will be a dad, and I will tell these stories to my kids. I want all my readers to know that I was in a bad place before her. She, my friends and all of my readers and Twitter followers helped me. You guys really helped me to realize that I am not alone in this big world. But I will forever love her and I will never stop loving her for what she did to me. She will never notice this but I know that I am infinitely and iridescently in love with her. More than she knows.
I can see that moment when you know that you are not alone, that moment that you feel ecstatic. That just one moment that you will tell your kids and they will tell their grandkids about those memories. I know these will all be stories someday. And I hope that I will teach my kids that one special lesson that I've learned throughout my summer with her, and that is "Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about".
Right now I am wondering about what will happen to me when I grow up. And you know what? I don't really care. Because one day my future me will experience it. But right now, this is happening and I am experiencing it. And one last piece of advice to all my readers, is that "The best things in life are worth waiting for, fighting for, believing in, and just never letting go of."
Love Always,
El
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Apple Tree
Dear Reader,
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Boys doesn't want to get the apples at the top because they don't want to fall and get hurt. Instead, they just settle for the apples in the bottom that aren't good, but easy. So the apples on top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb the apple tree all the way.
So lovely apples, never settle for less because in reality, you apples are amazing and one of a kind. If you are single right now and you think there's something wrong with you, it means that you're at the top of the apple tree. So always wake up with hope that the right boy will come along to climb the apple tree because I know that he's coming as fast as he can. We all know that waiting sucks but all of it will be worth it when he comes in your life. And after he picks you up at the highest tree, he must still show that you're still the best apple for him because a real man never stop trying to show a woman how much she means to him, even after he got her.
Every girl needs a man to show her that a forever isn't a word but an action, every girl needs a man that would go beyond her expectations because sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them. Every girl needs a man that would define the word true love. True love is only true when the feeling is mutual. Yet, it need not be expressed in words. When love is true, you just feel it with no exceptions.
The only way to know that someone truly loves you is when after he fell from the Apple Tree, you see him rise from the fall, climb up the Apple Tree and say “I love you more now than I ever did before.” (Kinda weird because you're an apple... Okay nevermind but you get my point) A cliche I think but it's true. True love isn't something that you give up with, it's a never ending lesson in life. It's true love if you he doesn't want to give up. If he doesn't want to give up, then try him. Because you just don't know if he's the one.
Love Always,
El
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Boys doesn't want to get the apples at the top because they don't want to fall and get hurt. Instead, they just settle for the apples in the bottom that aren't good, but easy. So the apples on top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb the apple tree all the way.
So lovely apples, never settle for less because in reality, you apples are amazing and one of a kind. If you are single right now and you think there's something wrong with you, it means that you're at the top of the apple tree. So always wake up with hope that the right boy will come along to climb the apple tree because I know that he's coming as fast as he can. We all know that waiting sucks but all of it will be worth it when he comes in your life. And after he picks you up at the highest tree, he must still show that you're still the best apple for him because a real man never stop trying to show a woman how much she means to him, even after he got her.
Every girl needs a man to show her that a forever isn't a word but an action, every girl needs a man that would go beyond her expectations because sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them. Every girl needs a man that would define the word true love. True love is only true when the feeling is mutual. Yet, it need not be expressed in words. When love is true, you just feel it with no exceptions.
The only way to know that someone truly loves you is when after he fell from the Apple Tree, you see him rise from the fall, climb up the Apple Tree and say “I love you more now than I ever did before.” (Kinda weird because you're an apple... Okay nevermind but you get my point) A cliche I think but it's true. True love isn't something that you give up with, it's a never ending lesson in life. It's true love if you he doesn't want to give up. If he doesn't want to give up, then try him. Because you just don't know if he's the one.
Love Always,
El
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Novel
Dear Reader,
You don't know when you're in love. You can't feel the word love but you can always see it. You can see it everyday when you wake up in the morning, you can see it every minute as the time passes by, you can feel it every time you go to pray and you will feel it when the right time comes.
You can feel love when you wake up in the morning. As you open your eyes to face the challenges of the day, God granted you another gift of life that means that He loves you and He still wants you to serve him. Even though you don't believe in Him, He believes in you so just continue life; wake up everyday and face the challenges because life isn't always perfect. Life isn't always easy. Life doesn't always make sense, but that’s the beauty of life. Just remember that God’s plan is like a movie. All the good and bad things are arranged together for the good ending.
You can feel love every second. That's one thing about love. You can see it everywhere in the trees, in the food that you are eating, in the rain, in your teacher and even in your enemy. You can't feel the love that passes by every second because every minute it changes.The bad news is time flies. The good news is you’re the pilot. You can always change it and it's for you to shape up your future because change is the law of life. Those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future.
You can feel it every time you pray. The strongest relationship that you can ever have is with God. That's a fact that we should all learn. No matter how we make mistakes, no matter how we fail and no matter how we sin against Him, He always there to listen. He is just three steps away, using the sign of the cross, you can talk to him, face to face. They say that light is the fastest thing in the universe... I beg to differ. Because light only travels 186,000 miles per second but a prayer reaches God even before you say it.
You will feel it when the right time comes. As a hopeless romantic, I believe in this statement. I don't have proof but I have faith. I know that we expect a perfect relationship. A perfect boyfriend or girlfriend. A perfect scenario, which will forever be in our memories, but the truth is no matter how we set our standards to our ideal relationship, lover or scenario... They will all be an exception.
As I finish my letter to you, I hope that one day you'll see that love isn't something that you will wait for. It will come to you when you least expect it. You know why? Well sometimes God doesn't give you what you think you want, not because you don’t deserve it, but because you deserve better. So just smile and face tomorrow happy and full of hope because your life is a novel, every day is a page, and you have the power to make the beautiful story go the way you want it to go.
Love Always,
El
You don't know when you're in love. You can't feel the word love but you can always see it. You can see it everyday when you wake up in the morning, you can see it every minute as the time passes by, you can feel it every time you go to pray and you will feel it when the right time comes.
You can feel love when you wake up in the morning. As you open your eyes to face the challenges of the day, God granted you another gift of life that means that He loves you and He still wants you to serve him. Even though you don't believe in Him, He believes in you so just continue life; wake up everyday and face the challenges because life isn't always perfect. Life isn't always easy. Life doesn't always make sense, but that’s the beauty of life. Just remember that God’s plan is like a movie. All the good and bad things are arranged together for the good ending.
You can feel love every second. That's one thing about love. You can see it everywhere in the trees, in the food that you are eating, in the rain, in your teacher and even in your enemy. You can't feel the love that passes by every second because every minute it changes.The bad news is time flies. The good news is you’re the pilot. You can always change it and it's for you to shape up your future because change is the law of life. Those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future.
You can feel it every time you pray. The strongest relationship that you can ever have is with God. That's a fact that we should all learn. No matter how we make mistakes, no matter how we fail and no matter how we sin against Him, He always there to listen. He is just three steps away, using the sign of the cross, you can talk to him, face to face. They say that light is the fastest thing in the universe... I beg to differ. Because light only travels 186,000 miles per second but a prayer reaches God even before you say it.
You will feel it when the right time comes. As a hopeless romantic, I believe in this statement. I don't have proof but I have faith. I know that we expect a perfect relationship. A perfect boyfriend or girlfriend. A perfect scenario, which will forever be in our memories, but the truth is no matter how we set our standards to our ideal relationship, lover or scenario... They will all be an exception.
As I finish my letter to you, I hope that one day you'll see that love isn't something that you will wait for. It will come to you when you least expect it. You know why? Well sometimes God doesn't give you what you think you want, not because you don’t deserve it, but because you deserve better. So just smile and face tomorrow happy and full of hope because your life is a novel, every day is a page, and you have the power to make the beautiful story go the way you want it to go.
Love Always,
El
Thursday, October 18, 2012
The Ocean of Sadness
Dear Reader,
Why you should be happy?
Even though you think you're ugly or imperfect there is always that one special person who thinks you're special to them . Even though you think that you're not as perfect as those "models", always remember that someone out there thinks you're incredible and amazing. You are amazing, never think otherwise. I know someone out there will be better than you, someone out there will beat you at something maybe in looks or in appearance... But I know that one special person will think otherwise and they will want you to see yourself the way they see you. So if you're still sad, always remember that somewhere out there loves you! Including me.
Even though you think that life sucks and you want to die, always remember that you are created by God to be happy. If you want to die please don't do it. Because you're special in your own way and a lot of people believe in you that you are courageous and strong. You are God's soldier and we all know that God gives the toughest problems to his strongest soldiers. So stay strong, young one because no matter how hard things seem, there is always something good around the corner. So always wake up with a smile on your face because even if it's forced, the day will be that much better because the only way to see a rainbow is to look through the rain. So smile.
Even though you think you are useless, sometime in your life you made an impact on another person's life. You don't know or you don't remember but it's true. All of us made an impact on someone. We maybe don't remember or we maybe forgot but when they are swimming in the ocean of sadness, we taught them how to swim, when they were lost in the jungle of depression, we found them and gave them happiness. So never think you are useless because that person that you've made an impact on, thinks otherwise.
If you're still sad, always remember that there are 6 billion people in the world, why let one ruin your day? And if there's ever a tomorrow that you're still sad, there is something that you must remember... You are wonderfully made, you are intelligent in your own way, and you are fearless than you believe. But the most important thing is that even if you're falling apart, I will always be with you... Always writing you blogs to cheer you up. Always here to make you happy and inspired.
Love,
El
Why you should be happy?
Even though you think you're ugly or imperfect there is always that one special person who thinks you're special to them . Even though you think that you're not as perfect as those "models", always remember that someone out there thinks you're incredible and amazing. You are amazing, never think otherwise. I know someone out there will be better than you, someone out there will beat you at something maybe in looks or in appearance... But I know that one special person will think otherwise and they will want you to see yourself the way they see you. So if you're still sad, always remember that somewhere out there loves you! Including me.
Even though you think that life sucks and you want to die, always remember that you are created by God to be happy. If you want to die please don't do it. Because you're special in your own way and a lot of people believe in you that you are courageous and strong. You are God's soldier and we all know that God gives the toughest problems to his strongest soldiers. So stay strong, young one because no matter how hard things seem, there is always something good around the corner. So always wake up with a smile on your face because even if it's forced, the day will be that much better because the only way to see a rainbow is to look through the rain. So smile.
Even though you think you are useless, sometime in your life you made an impact on another person's life. You don't know or you don't remember but it's true. All of us made an impact on someone. We maybe don't remember or we maybe forgot but when they are swimming in the ocean of sadness, we taught them how to swim, when they were lost in the jungle of depression, we found them and gave them happiness. So never think you are useless because that person that you've made an impact on, thinks otherwise.
If you're still sad, always remember that there are 6 billion people in the world, why let one ruin your day? And if there's ever a tomorrow that you're still sad, there is something that you must remember... You are wonderfully made, you are intelligent in your own way, and you are fearless than you believe. But the most important thing is that even if you're falling apart, I will always be with you... Always writing you blogs to cheer you up. Always here to make you happy and inspired.
Love,
El
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Special Letter
Dear Reader,
“God above all.”
That’s the first lesson that I learned from a very special girl who’s close, but still so far. I know that a lot of people will say that she’s beautiful, she is smart,she is fearless, she is understanding, she is funny, even though her jokes are not and she will never let you down. For 2 months I had a rare chance talking to her and it changed my sleeping schedule because we live in different time zones. But you know what? It is worth it. You know she is worth it. Even though she doesn't know the difference between your and you’re or her stick man figures aren't really artistic but in your heart, you know that in every corner she is worth it. But sadly, there’s always a problem. Distance sucks. But for me, it is not a problem. Because my heart is wherever she’s standing. If I have a chance to teach her a lesson… That lesson would be na kahit gaano man siya kalayo nasa kanya ang puso ko.
Love,
El
Sunday, October 14, 2012
PROMblems
Dear You,
I know this is weird and I know that it's unusual for me to ask this but will you be my prom date? I know it's never too late to try again because 11:11 comes twice a day, because everyone deserves a second chance. Give me another chance to prove to you that I'm not any other guy out there. Let me prove to you that even though you live thousands of miles away, no one can ever take your place. Let all of this be proven if you go to prom with me.
I know that there are a lot of pretty girls in the city to be my prom date but the truth is, I don't care. I just want you and you alone. I don't care if you live thousands of miles away from me and I hope you don't care either because we can solve this out. I mean I can just bring a laptop to prom and just Skype with you at the prom all night or let's just phone all night. I don't really care because my perfect prom is with you and I hope you'll be my dance because I want you to be a memory that will last for the rest of my life. And I know that you are worth it.
I know I'm crazy to ask you to prom but that's really what I want. Because I know that distance will never be a reason why I can't try again because I will never give up on someone that I know that I can't go a day without thinking about.
So would you go to prom with me? I don't really care if you live thousand of miles away from me because my prom is wherever you are standing right now and if you feel a certain presence beside you, that would be me, dancing with you, wherever I am.
Love,
El
I know this is weird and I know that it's unusual for me to ask this but will you be my prom date? I know it's never too late to try again because 11:11 comes twice a day, because everyone deserves a second chance. Give me another chance to prove to you that I'm not any other guy out there. Let me prove to you that even though you live thousands of miles away, no one can ever take your place. Let all of this be proven if you go to prom with me.
I know that there are a lot of pretty girls in the city to be my prom date but the truth is, I don't care. I just want you and you alone. I don't care if you live thousands of miles away from me and I hope you don't care either because we can solve this out. I mean I can just bring a laptop to prom and just Skype with you at the prom all night or let's just phone all night. I don't really care because my perfect prom is with you and I hope you'll be my dance because I want you to be a memory that will last for the rest of my life. And I know that you are worth it.
I know I'm crazy to ask you to prom but that's really what I want. Because I know that distance will never be a reason why I can't try again because I will never give up on someone that I know that I can't go a day without thinking about.
So would you go to prom with me? I don't really care if you live thousand of miles away from me because my prom is wherever you are standing right now and if you feel a certain presence beside you, that would be me, dancing with you, wherever I am.
Love,
El
Friday, October 12, 2012
Dear Future Girlfriend
Dear Future Girlfriend,
Hello my name is EL and I don’t even know you or I don’t know what you look like or how you’ll act but there’s one that I know. And I know that I’ll always take care of you and I promise never to break your heart.
Whenever you have a homework or an assignment, I will always be there to help you with your homework and I promise never to leave you until you finish it. Even if I had a million reasons to leave, I would still look for one to stay.
If one day we fight, I’ll be the first one to say sorry because losing the argument is better than losing you. And I promise that you’ll be more important than pride.
I’ll promise to be proud of you. Whenever we walk I’ll always hold your hands to prove to the whole wide world that you are my girlfriend and you are the most beautiful woman in the world.
I’ll try in every possible way to make you happy and safe and will let you show that forever really doesn’t end.
I’ll dance with you even though there’s no music playing, and I’ll kiss you in the rain and I will show you that real life is better than the movies.
Explaining to you how much and why I love you would be as simple as counting the stars, it is impossible.
For now, I just have to wait because God is busy making my love story and all of the best love stories have one thing in common, you have to go against the odds to get there. You’re Nemo. And saying “You’re my Nemo” is a simple way of saying: “I’d search every inch of the world to find you.” But for now, I have to wait but I promise that I’ll find you.
You are the reason I look forward to waking up in the morning.
Love, El
Hello my name is EL and I don’t even know you or I don’t know what you look like or how you’ll act but there’s one that I know. And I know that I’ll always take care of you and I promise never to break your heart.
Whenever you have a homework or an assignment, I will always be there to help you with your homework and I promise never to leave you until you finish it. Even if I had a million reasons to leave, I would still look for one to stay.
If one day we fight, I’ll be the first one to say sorry because losing the argument is better than losing you. And I promise that you’ll be more important than pride.
I’ll promise to be proud of you. Whenever we walk I’ll always hold your hands to prove to the whole wide world that you are my girlfriend and you are the most beautiful woman in the world.
I’ll try in every possible way to make you happy and safe and will let you show that forever really doesn’t end.
I’ll dance with you even though there’s no music playing, and I’ll kiss you in the rain and I will show you that real life is better than the movies.
Explaining to you how much and why I love you would be as simple as counting the stars, it is impossible.
For now, I just have to wait because God is busy making my love story and all of the best love stories have one thing in common, you have to go against the odds to get there. You’re Nemo. And saying “You’re my Nemo” is a simple way of saying: “I’d search every inch of the world to find you.” But for now, I have to wait but I promise that I’ll find you.
You are the reason I look forward to waking up in the morning.
Love, El
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