Letter #4

                                                     (How I Met Your Mother- Disaster Averted )



I wrote this last summer for her(Actually I write her letters everyday last summer) and this is my fourth letter to her. It's funny because now, it's just a memory. A memory full of hopes and dreams that one day we'll be together forever.... haha.


March 21, 2012

My Dearest (deleted name),

I was smiling for no reason today and I thought I was crazy but then I realized that the reason why I’m smiling was you. I woke up at exactly 3:00 AM yesterday just to write this letter and I know that it is worth it because I’m writing to you because everything about you makes my day and I believe that the sweetest things you can do for a girl are the little things that let her know she’s in your heart and on your mind. Always remember that distance is never a problem. Even if you are far away, you are always close to my heart. It’s good that we are far away because I’m learning the patience to wait for a special girl who lives exactly 8091.5 Kilometers away from me and I know that she is worth it. Because I believe in following your own heart. Regardless of what others tell you to do, it’s how you feel at the end of the day that matters.

Love,
EL

September 30, 2012

Dear Reader,

Tomorrow is the start of October. New beginnings. A new month to fix ourselves and to feel infinite. Funny because everyone wants a "love life" this October. I'm here to talk to you about that thing that everyone wants but not everyone understands what that means. 


Love is not easy. Love requires dedication and perseverance. It's not something that just comes to you like your servant but love teaches you and helps you to be a better person than you were yesterday. But here's a tip, the corniest things are the sweetest things. Always remember that.

Love is an experience. Good or bad you will gain lessons. I know that a bad relationship sucks but do you think if you find "the one" that would matter? No. The truth is, the best relationship is when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.


Love is a responsibility. A boy must show he loves her everyday and make sure that she falls in love with him everyday. That's a boy's responsibility. A girl must be keen and must enjoy every moment when she's with him. And know that she's the only one for him. And if that relationship doesn't work... Don't panic. Because sometimes life doesn't want to give you something you want, not because you don’t deserve it, but because you deserve more.

Funny because I write these cheesy blogs but here I am... Single. But I don't really care because my damsel in distress is waiting for me in her castle. But I'm sure that if I find her... I'll make sure that she will always be the answer when somebody asks me what I'm thinking about. I'll make sure that she will never fight a spot in my heart because she deserves every part of my heart. I’ll always show her that forever really isn't just a word and not all guys are jerks. I will always show her that every moment spent with her is like a beautiful dream come true and I will always show you that actions speaks louder than words and having her in my life makes everything so special and beautiful and the only man that I will ever envy is the man who will win her heart. I will take care of her heart because I know that the most precious possession that ever comes to a man is a woman's heart. I promise you that if we ever meet... I will never let you go.

Love,
El

PS: She will always be my inspiration... Even though I haven't met her yet.

September 25, 2012

Dear Reader,

As I write this blog I tend to think about love. Funny thing about that is I never really had a chance to fall in love. I don't really know what's wrong with me or is it just because my heart really wants a perfect girl to fill it with romance. Funny how people just tend to fall just because someone said "I love you" to them. But the truth is, love is not a word but love is an action. If you really her you do actions not just words. Do you know how love works? It is a give in a take relationship between two people. Actually three people (Count in the spiritual works of God). That is it actually. Here is an advice, never stop believing. Never stop waiting for the right person to come in your life you know why? Because when you meet that special person you will just say "All this time we're waiting for each other." Because your love for that person doesn't develop overtime. It's a serendipity that happens every single day. It flows in you like water. Filling you with inspiration and happiness. You feel it throughout your body, in your veins, in your mind, in your legs and especially in your heart. When that happens, don't fight it. Go with that flow and just be happy.


Love,
El

September 23, 2012

Dear Reader,

I think I saw the most beautiful woman for this year. I cannot say that I saw the most beautiful woman in my whole life because that would be my "future wife" and I haven't met her yet.  I can't add details about her because this diary/blog is a public blog.But I'll just describe her to you.

What makes her beautiful is she doesn't know how beautiful she is to me. She is fearless. She is divine and she is funniest girl I've ever met this year. She has the eyes that will capture your heart, she has the lips that would enrapture your whole body. She is type of person that you won't add any malice because when you see her, you just want to cuddle her. They say that if a boy met a special girl his "greenyness" or "hormones" will change, it's true. Because at some point you will see that a boy can change everything for a girl because if she is happy, then he is happy. Simple as that. Oh wait back to my topic. She will intoxicate you with her perfume that will live in your nose when you're close to her. She is nearly perfect in my eyes and I hope she's not reading this because it would be embarrassing and funny. I hope one day I will see her again because the time is really not cooperating when you're having fun. I don't have a crush on her or any thing but I'm just here to describe her. And I think she is perfect, she is smart, she is fearless, she will never give up on you and you know what? I think she is reading this.

Love,
El

September 21,2012

Dear Reader,

It's the middle of the year and it's Friday. As usual I'm gonna go out with my friends. Funny how it's the middle of the year and I'm still single and I'm not even hoping to have a relationship yet because it's stressful and moving on really really really really really breaks your heart into a million pieces. I can't say to you to not fall in love because it will leave a scar in your heart or even never try to fall in love because that doesn't work that way. Yes sure it will leave a scar or it will a trauma... But we're human. It's the experiences that makes us stronger and wiser. But you know what? Here's what I will say to you: Never stop trying. Never postpone the chance to love because it's a rare opportunity. If you think that person is the one, never give up and never  lose a chance of saying "I love you" to that person (oh boy here's me again being cheesy) but it's true! Because you just don't know if that person you're talking to will be with you in a rest house in the beach   with you and that person sitting on a rocking chair holding hands together while you watch your grand kids playing in the sand while you and that person look eye to eye and heart to heart and saying "no regrets" to each other without using your mouths, but using your hearts. But for the meantime, just say hi and be friendly to people... Because we just don't know.

Love,
El