September 30, 2012

Dear Reader,

Tomorrow is the start of October. New beginnings. A new month to fix ourselves and to feel infinite. Funny because everyone wants a "love life" this October. I'm here to talk to you about that thing that everyone wants but not everyone understands what that means. 


Love is not easy. Love requires dedication and perseverance. It's not something that just comes to you like your servant but love teaches you and helps you to be a better person than you were yesterday. But here's a tip, the corniest things are the sweetest things. Always remember that.

Love is an experience. Good or bad you will gain lessons. I know that a bad relationship sucks but do you think if you find "the one" that would matter? No. The truth is, the best relationship is when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.


Love is a responsibility. A boy must show he loves her everyday and make sure that she falls in love with him everyday. That's a boy's responsibility. A girl must be keen and must enjoy every moment when she's with him. And know that she's the only one for him. And if that relationship doesn't work... Don't panic. Because sometimes life doesn't want to give you something you want, not because you don’t deserve it, but because you deserve more.

Funny because I write these cheesy blogs but here I am... Single. But I don't really care because my damsel in distress is waiting for me in her castle. But I'm sure that if I find her... I'll make sure that she will always be the answer when somebody asks me what I'm thinking about. I'll make sure that she will never fight a spot in my heart because she deserves every part of my heart. I’ll always show her that forever really isn't just a word and not all guys are jerks. I will always show her that every moment spent with her is like a beautiful dream come true and I will always show you that actions speaks louder than words and having her in my life makes everything so special and beautiful and the only man that I will ever envy is the man who will win her heart. I will take care of her heart because I know that the most precious possession that ever comes to a man is a woman's heart. I promise you that if we ever meet... I will never let you go.

Love,
El

PS: She will always be my inspiration... Even though I haven't met her yet.

Lucky

Dear Reader,


I must find that person who will make me a better man. A girl who will defy all odds. A girl who will someday will walk into your life and make me realize why it never worked out with anyone else. A girl who will be the reason why I look forward to waking up in the morning.

The person I will love will be the luckiest girl in the world. I will dance with her even though there’s no music around. The person I will love will be happy and safe and I will make sure of it. and I will show her that a “happy ending” is not true because true love is never ending. I will make sure that my love for the person I will love will stand any problems that we might encounter in the future. I will never stop believing in the person I will love and I will make you sure that she’ll fall in love with me every single day. I will make sure that i’m the one who will constantly remind you of how much she cares and how lucky I am to have her… And I promise to show the person I will love to my friends and say,“that’s her.” I will be always proud to the person I will love. Whenever we’ll walk, I’ll always hold her hand and always show to the world that she’s the most beautiful girl in the world.

Having a lot of girls is not something to be proud of. Keeping one is. And I believe that the person I will love is perfect. The person I will love is cute. The person I will love is adorable. And maybe… Just maybe… The Person I will love is currently reading this.

Love,
El

September 25, 2012

Dear Reader,

As I write this blog I tend to think about love. Funny thing about that is I never really had a chance to fall in love. I don't really know what's wrong with me or is it just because my heart really wants a perfect girl to fill it with romance. Funny how people just tend to fall just because someone said "I love you" to them. But the truth is, love is not a word but love is an action. If you really her you do actions not just words. Do you know how love works? It is a give in a take relationship between two people. Actually three people (Count in the spiritual works of God). That is it actually. Here is an advice, never stop believing. Never stop waiting for the right person to come in your life you know why? Because when you meet that special person you will just say "All this time we're waiting for each other." Because your love for that person doesn't develop overtime. It's a serendipity that happens every single day. It flows in you like water. Filling you with inspiration and happiness. You feel it throughout your body, in your veins, in your mind, in your legs and especially in your heart. When that happens, don't fight it. Go with that flow and just be happy.


Love,
El

September 23, 2012

Dear Reader,

I think I saw the most beautiful woman for this year. I cannot say that I saw the most beautiful woman in my whole life because that would be my "future wife" and I haven't met her yet.  I can't add details about her because this diary/blog is a public blog.But I'll just describe her to you.

What makes her beautiful is she doesn't know how beautiful she is to me. She is fearless. She is divine and she is funniest girl I've ever met this year. She has the eyes that will capture your heart, she has the lips that would enrapture your whole body. She is type of person that you won't add any malice because when you see her, you just want to cuddle her. They say that if a boy met a special girl his "greenyness" or "hormones" will change, it's true. Because at some point you will see that a boy can change everything for a girl because if she is happy, then he is happy. Simple as that. Oh wait back to my topic. She will intoxicate you with her perfume that will live in your nose when you're close to her. She is nearly perfect in my eyes and I hope she's not reading this because it would be embarrassing and funny. I hope one day I will see her again because the time is really not cooperating when you're having fun. I don't have a crush on her or any thing but I'm just here to describe her. And I think she is perfect, she is smart, she is fearless, she will never give up on you and you know what? I think she is reading this.

Love,
El

September 21,2012

Dear Reader,

It's the middle of the year and it's Friday. As usual I'm gonna go out with my friends. Funny how it's the middle of the year and I'm still single and I'm not even hoping to have a relationship yet because it's stressful and moving on really really really really really breaks your heart into a million pieces. I can't say to you to not fall in love because it will leave a scar in your heart or even never try to fall in love because that doesn't work that way. Yes sure it will leave a scar or it will a trauma... But we're human. It's the experiences that makes us stronger and wiser. But you know what? Here's what I will say to you: Never stop trying. Never postpone the chance to love because it's a rare opportunity. If you think that person is the one, never give up and never  lose a chance of saying "I love you" to that person (oh boy here's me again being cheesy) but it's true! Because you just don't know if that person you're talking to will be with you in a rest house in the beach   with you and that person sitting on a rocking chair holding hands together while you watch your grand kids playing in the sand while you and that person look eye to eye and heart to heart and saying "no regrets" to each other without using your mouths, but using your hearts. But for the meantime, just say hi and be friendly to people... Because we just don't know.

Love,
El

September 20, 2012

Dear Reader,

All people wants to leave a legacy here on Earth. Like me, I am Muay Thai player. Muay Thai is kickboxing. It was developed in Thailand and it's MMA  (for your information) and I want to leave something before I leave the world. Like I don't know maybe a Olympic medal and represent the Philippines in the Olympics or maybe a spot in the hall of fame and the grand kids of my kids will say "That is my grandfather." The thing is in order for you to achieve something you must sacrifice one thing. Which is hard. But the will of me achieving something great overcame the power of what I want. So I will sacrifice my social life for just 1 month and I will eat only vegetables and water which doesn't have taste in it. So it means that I won't eat any delicious food like Mcdonalds or even pastas or pork. Now I don't really care because I know that God wants me to be someone and I know that with Him, I am fearless. Fearless in a way that I can conquer any problems that I will encounter. One month of sacrifice is a lifetime worth of achievements for me and I really want to be "someone".

If you want something, go get it. And if it doesn't knock in your door then knock on its door. You know, you just don't know if you're be someone... But everyone can be someone in their own special way. If you find that "something" that you really want to do... Then never let it go. Never miss a chance to get it while its hot because maybe just maybe... the juice is worth the squeeze.


Love,
El

September 19, 2012

Dear Reader,

I watched The Girl Next Door movie. You know? It's a story about an average boy and his neighbor who changed his life and while in the process, he changed her life too. The girl was in the adult movie industry while the boy was in his Senior year. The movie is really cool actually. It's when love happens unexpectedly. Because as you see, when you go deeper into someone you'll have a tendency to fall in love with that person.   Which happened when the boy followed the girl in Las Vegas just for her to know that "she is the greatest thing that happened to him."As I watch the movie I tend to to think about myself. I'm a normal average boy... When will my "Girl next door" will come? Maybe tomorrow? Or even a month? I just don't know. But pretty sure I am prepared to give her the best and I know that I'm not perfect. But I will try in every possible way to make her happy. Because I'm that kind of person who is happy whenever I see someone I love happy which is a good thing about me. It's kinda funny because the movie is kinda "porny" (A made up word) and it's kinda awkward because my mom is in the back with my dad but I don't care because the movie's really awesome and it made me want to write you this.

People want to change for their love ones. But the truth is, love doesn't need for you to change. It just needs you to be yourself because that's love. It doesn't have any conditions, it doesn't have any exceptions and especially, it doesn't need anybody else just you and that special person. That's what I learned from the movie.

Love,
El